I am having a difficult time expressing how I feel. In fact, I am having an extremely hard time even deciding how I feel. One day I’m pumped about going back to college, and the next day I am dreading it. One day I can’t wait to see all my college friends and the next day all I can think about is how badly I will miss all the people I love at home. I just feel like I’m going to miss out on so much. On the other hand, I am stoked about getting back into a routine and dorm life. Ugh, why can’t I just settle one way or the other? This experience is the epitome of bittersweet. I am so torn.